School Rant of 2009

I feel like everything is falling apart. It used to be easy to be a straight A student. Little effort was required and I was rarely stressed. But now, with the coming of high school, it's so different. Every little thing sets me off, stressing again. With the same classes everyday, there's no release, no break from class. No chance to procrastinate. We have to do everything on time, well, correctly, perfectly if we want to graduate. We have to be good at everything. There are so many tests each week, so much homework, there's little time for relaxation, little time to breathe. It's making me unravel bit by bit, and by the end of they year, possibly by the end of the semester, I'm going to be empty and completely unraveled. I can't take this really. Too much that's too hard at the same time. I need a break. But even with Thanksgiving break, it's not a break because I'm going to be traveling. With the band.

And since I was sick, I'm now playing catch-up, with teachers wanting everything to be done by the end of the quarter. Which is in two days, mind you. So, a movie watched, an essay (Spanish, mind you) test took, an FST test took (taken??), Chemistry quiz taken (definitely taken), and Euro notes copied and understood. Possible, not really. Expected, but of course! I'm in high school. It's only normal for the impossible to be expected.

school...

SUMMER!

le sigh

that that? no! the NEW that!

okay. i still don't really know what that was all about. all the "thats" were incredibly confusing. and is there a new that? i'm ver confused. i know the facebook that, and the old that. . . anyway. traumatizing much.
so. i'm theoretically studying spanish right now. but I'm really making a friendship bracelet/posting. so we'll see how i do on the quiz.

Serious Fox

I want a keyboard. I want an organ. Anyone got $500,000+ to spare?

Serious Fox. He's f***ing serious.
Don't mess with him.

i love my trumpet

so it's approximately 8:03 PM. and it feels like it's 10:03 PM. approximately. i am theoretically supposed to be studying spanish...

phft. yeah right.

anyway, I'm strangely happy happy right now. I don't really know why.
hmmm... i really don't have much to talk about...
I really love my trumpet right now. And my piano. They're so nice. So so nice. Pretty sounding. And loud.
And I'm getting a cell phone! which is nice.
anyway. this is a rather pathetic post.
it's now 8:08
and 8:09
and 8:10
and
I'll stop.

rawr. times 6,000,000,000,000.

i greatly dislike being sick. especially when it means i may not be able to go to Sanibel.

why are irritating, stupid, obnoxious, immature people created? and no, andy, i'm not being a superhero right now. i'm doing physics questions.
life really sucks. at the moment.

homework.
rawr.

ZOMG! TWILIGhT!

It was pretty good! I was very, I repeat VERY, surprised. I thought it was going to be some trashy chick flick, but it wasn’t! It actually stayed very true to the book, thankfully.And the person who played James?! omg, he was perfect for the character. He was all, like, rawr. And he wasn’t even that bad looking... >.>Though there were a few bad things. First of all, the person who played Bella kept shaking her head a whole bunch. “No!”-shake head-“Edward”-shake head a few more times-“You have to!”-shake head furiously-“You jumped across the lot!”

You get the point.

And then the sparkling scent... phft. Bad. It was so lame. He jumps into a ray of sunlight and is all like “THIS IS WHAT I LOOK IN THE SUN!! A MONSTER!!” phft. lame. Then they laid down in the grass together and stared at each other while Edward’s skin sparkled away. Phft. lame.

And then, finally, the kissing scene. He was all like “Lemme try one thing.” Then he leaned in, leaned back, leaned in, leaned back, and finally went for it, and Bella lunges for him, and he for Bella, then it was all like O.o for a few seconds there, and then suddenly Edward flies across the room.

But it was good. The actors were awesome. Jasper, James, and Esme were exactly as I pictured them. Carlisle played a good character, but not fatherly enough. And Emmet, i pictured bigger with blonde hair...

Anyway, HAPPY BREAK!

Good day.

I'm very miserable at the moment. And I don't even know why. Maybe because I know that I missed four or five questions on my Econ quiz. Or maybe because I don't understand this Econ equilibrium challenge worksheet. Or maybe because I have two tests tomorrow. Or maybe because Ms. Koenig lost my collage.
I don't know. I'm very miserable. And tired. And rather defeated. I hate ninth grade.

Edit:
I am now very depressed. My aunt has cancer, my neighbor/very good family friend has brain cancer and probably will die, and i am failing ELA. I freaking hate her guts. And she hates mine. May you walk out of the classroom and never return, Koenig.

sigh

I am better now. I no longer feel violent towards her. Though I'm still rather pissed. Very pissed, might I add.
And I love Prince Caspian music!! it was my savior... sorta. Okay. that sounds really lame. so i'm just going to end this right here and now.

FREAKIN PISSED

she gave me a freakin 75% on my collage when I spent four hours on it one saturday. i spent so much time on it. i'm sure she hates me. i know it.
i have officially written her funeral march, though it's too epic for the beetle on the face of humanity. so i must change it.
NOT. HAPPY.

Disapproval. With Bertha at his side.

I did homework from once I got home, 4:30ish, to now. 7 minutes before 9:00 PM with only two breaks; one bathroom, another dinner. Oh wait, there was another. Pushing the cat off my book. Twice. Le sigh.
Anyway, not happy. Disapproval. A whole bunch of it aimed at this cruel world in which we live.
Good day.

And who shall die tonight...? >.>

So I’m killing Gayle Wentworth, Sam Jones, Andrew Wicker, Balak Hussein, Azizah Hussein, Yasser Hussein, and Joseph Kitagawa. It’s a sad day in EconWorld. *tear*
JK. I’m just completing my Econ assignment. lol.
Anyway, 9th grade is getting better, marginally. I’m not floundering in Physics, which is nice, but ELA and Econ have hit an all-time low. I HATE THEM!
Gah.
Good day! Just wanted to say I posted!

*grumble*

my life is suckish right now. I mean, really. I've had probably the worst week of my existence so far. And it’s only Wednesday. The hump day, as I’ve been told. (don’t think about it that way, please. Not in the mood.)

So, after a total sleep-deprived weekend, Monday rolls around with me sick and dreading running with the mutt. I get up at about 5:45 and run for about fifteen minutes. My knee starts hurting like hell so I turn back, take a shower, have breakfast, get on the stupid and crowded bus, and get to school. Then I forget my combo. The same combo I’ve had since sixth grade. Monday wasn’t all that horrible. Until after school. When I get headgear. 14 hours a day of wearing it. It’s stoopie.

Then Tuesday. An ‘A’ Day. Would usually be a “nough said” situation, but then I have Econ where I get a 12/15 on my assignment that I thought I understood. So I stressed out over that until Physics comes. I. Am. Going. To. Fail. Or die. Whatever comes first. Anyway, I almost had a mental breakdown cause the teacher left early, leaving us to muddle slowly through our stupid speed labs. WHICH WE HAD SUCH TROUBLE WITH!!!!

Then today. Wasn’t that bad. I got about 3 hours of sleep last night, with a cold. And I figure out after school today I have a slipping kneecap. So i have to have stuff done. God.

I. Hate. 9^th. Grade.

FRee... *sigh*

Well, as Maggie said, the first two days are DONE! And boy were they irritating. I seriously went from seeing 0 people to 1200 in a matter of minutes. I was shell-shocked for the rest of the day, and in a seriously foul mood.
And to add to that, I now get up a half hour earlier than usual so I can run with my dog in the morning. *sigh*
I, already and again, hate 'A' Days with a passion because the surplus of stoopie classes such as band and e-physics and ELA. 'B' Days are looking up, though, what with Government and Spanish and Adv. Algebra. Health is a downer. As much as a downer as Econ is looking like an upper.
Anyway. We have the whole year ahead of us. Pray to Lafae for getting us through this year. And fear Natazi so he doesn't kill us. Though that might be a welcome relief...
Nah.

P.S.
Venting about school! Haven't used that tag in a while!

Summer!

Hail to the summer!

curse germs and all they taint.

though that would mean cursing myself...

curse germs. i hate you.

merph.

AND WAKING UP AT FREAKIN 6:30 IN THE MORNING DOES NOT HELP!

PLUS SCHOOL!

*fumes in corner*


edit: happy birthday blog!!!